I’m at a lost for words I don’t know what to say I don’t know what to feel today was good but I feel that I need to cry like I have been keeping feelings suppressed inside I know that no one likes to cry but it makes me feel better when I have a lot of feelings stored inside of me that I can’t explain or show I feel the need to talk about my problems but right now I don’t have the right person I want to tell just yet that’s a different story I mean post J